I feel so much lighter just knowing that the state investigators know about the hacking, social security number posting on the dark web...all of it. I had another rough day of five-minute sequencing of brute force attacks on Wednesday. But I don't feel so angered by it now that it is "known and noted." That is all I need out of this mess, is for them to hear me and make note in case anything really serious happens. I don't really need a full-fledged investigation because I know who it is and he will do himself in through other means...like the next time he has "opportunity" with a woman. I just needed the problem acknowledged.
So I feel much better and couldn't (excuse me for a sec) give two shits what the DA, Justice Dept or state investigators do with it.
Anyway...I have noted an extreme shift in my "peace" lately. I sleep like a baby. I think I just don't want to have to come back and haunt everyone who lets him get away with my demise, if that happens. Let's be real: I would haunt the shit out of them. I'd be a diligent ghost eager to use any skills I could pick up. I only want the connection made. That's all I need hope for, to get back to living more freely.